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« Reply #1170 on: Oct 5th, 2007, 11:38pm »

You know, Rich...I think that a lot too, but then I think...well, I'd go crazy wondering if I didn't know. You're really smart, I feel like you probably would too.
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« Reply #1171 on: Oct 5th, 2007, 11:56pm »

^yeah, I probably would
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« Reply #1172 on: Oct 12th, 2007, 12:42am »

I confess I feel rather disconnected from friends:
one I am waiting on a response for something
one I have not seen in a while
one is avoiding or ignoring me (that one kinda hurts)
one is moving on, so to speak (his idea)
one doesn't really know me (my fault, perhaps)
one is moving away by standing still (can't help that)
more than one I will never really know (cyberspace is still a long way around the world).
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« Reply #1173 on: Oct 12th, 2007, 10:14pm »

^and one I may have said too much to and I fear he will not like what he sees.
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« Reply #1174 on: Oct 14th, 2007, 5:58pm »

I'm embarrassed to confess that I'm dissapointed at a person I hardly know for not calling or texting me even though he said he would... Infront of my friends I wanna act like I don't care if he ever contact me again or not. But the truth is... that's all I can think about.
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« Reply #1175 on: Oct 15th, 2007, 2:47pm »

^awww, I've done stuff like that
I embarassed myself in a chat with someone last night and in a pm with someone else recently cuz I sometimes don't know when to shut up. One may decide not to talk to me based on how the chat went.
On the other hand, if I am in a crowd of people I don't know too well, I don't know when to speak up. It is such an odd case of opposite behaviors.
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« Reply #1176 on: Nov 1st, 2007, 04:26am »

I've said before how sometimes things aren't good between me and my mom, but lately they've been really good. And I'm thankful. But my aunt, on the other hand, is horrible! She treats me, my mom, and my cats like crap half the time, and the other half she wants to be really nice. It's almost like she has multiple personalities... she definitely has nasty mood swings! I seriously think she's on drugs. I just wish that for one day in my life I could go home and find something normal and pleasant other than insanity.
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« Reply #1177 on: Nov 2nd, 2007, 9:03pm »

on Oct 12th, 2007, 12:42am, ihjtalk wrote:
I confess I feel rather disconnected from friends:
one I am waiting on a response for something
one I have not seen in a while
one is avoiding or ignoring me (that one kinda hurts)
one is moving on, so to speak (his idea)
one doesn't really know me (my fault, perhaps)
one is moving away by standing still (can't help that)
more than one I will never really know (cyberspace is still a long way around the world).


I feel really disconected too. It turns out there are quite a few of my friends who've been smoking...weed for most of them...I don't see how I didn't know!! Also...a bunch of them have just been...blowing up in my face all the time, dumping all their shit on me, and generally scapegoating me....I dunno....and then there's also a few of my friends who center their lives on homework & sleeping, so I never get to see them. AND one of my best friends goes to a private school, and he doesn't like to talk about stuff that goes on there...but that's his LIFE...I want to know about it, cuz I care about him, and also, there's nothing else to talk about!!
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« Reply #1178 on: Nov 2nd, 2007, 10:31pm »

^some of these things we have to accept because he/she will make his/her own choices in due course. Still, we all want to be close to our friends and not be left out of the important things of their lives, and of course there is also the desire to share.

Not much has changed for me, one friend has exchanged some nice messages, others are still missing in action, so to speak. As for cyber friends, I find it odd how we can become just as attached to some as the friends we actually see, but it is so. There are a few I really care about and wonder if they care too.
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« Reply #1179 on: Nov 5th, 2007, 9:26pm »

I feel like such a crap daughter...I got really mad at my mom...she sent me an EMAIL saying all this stuff, how much she loves me, how she has since before I was born, bleh....and it's like...fuck, she can only tell me that over email...that is how bad our relationship is...and how desperately she wants to tell me...sometimes I hate her....but right now I feel like someone needs to tell me to go fuck myself...ahhh, I'm such an ass.
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« Reply #1180 on: Nov 6th, 2007, 01:34am »

on Nov 5th, 2007, 9:26pm, Sarah! wrote:
I feel like such a crap daughter...I got really mad at my mom...she sent me an EMAIL saying all this stuff, how much she loves me, how she has since before I was born, bleh....and it's like...fuck, she can only tell me that over email...that is how bad our relationship is...and how desperately she wants to tell me...sometimes I hate her....but right now I feel like someone needs to tell me to go fuck myself...ahhh, I'm such an ass.


i always have issues with my mum too.. weve never really got on. she continually compares me to my friends and especially my siblings who she thinks are perfect. i am the youngest in my family so i always get reminded of how i am supposed to follow in my siblings footsteps and blah blah blah. and mum allllllways picks on me for EVERYTHING, like the way i look and dress and what i do etc etc. i think lots of people - espec teenage girls- go through bad relationships with their parents. and i wish mine was just a stage but its not. but Sarah, ure not an ass, coz sounds to me that its not you its her in this instance.
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« Reply #1181 on: Nov 6th, 2007, 3:24pm »

Thanks
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« Reply #1182 on: Nov 6th, 2007, 8:15pm »

Ah, parents/kids relationships are often complicated... but don't worry guys, we're all experiencing it more or less.



I'm terrified I might be pregnant.
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« Reply #1183 on: Nov 7th, 2007, 4:22pm »



Oh my God, that sounds SO scary...I would flip....but I'm sure it will be fine...I know like 4 people who thought they were pregnant, but weren't.

Speaking of which...I got into this HUGE debate about abortion, and now this one girl like won't even talk to me cuz I'm pro choice...

Keep us updated, and PM if you need, kay?
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« Reply #1184 on: Nov 8th, 2007, 03:33am »

Thanks Sarah, you're very sweet. I truly appreciate it
6 days late so far... I'm NEVER late.

Btw, I've also had plenty of discussions about abortions. It's a tricky subject..
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