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« Reply #330 on: Jul 13th, 2006, 05:15am »

oh.....gosh....i thought it was just like one day or somint....
You've gotta do something about it ,it cant be no good leaving it as it is.
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« Reply #331 on: Jul 13th, 2006, 05:21am »

i try, i really do try. but my parents ignore me. its like they don't even notice i'm talking to them. sometimes i would be in the middle of saying something like how my day was just to strike conversation, but they would cut me off and talk about something else to the other.. thats why i love holden sooo much cuz if he were here, he would "crave me". i feel like there's sooo much of him in me or vice versa. but i won't rob the Retail Rodeo and shoot myself..
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« Reply #332 on: Jul 13th, 2006, 05:29am »

sorry for asking but who is holden?
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« Reply #333 on: Jul 13th, 2006, 05:35am »

ARE YOU F-IN SERIOUS!!!!?
he's on the good girl. jake plays him in that movie. i'm like soooo in love with Holden, i think more than jake.. the movie has jjen aniston in it..
*can't believe you don't know Holden*
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« Reply #334 on: Jul 13th, 2006, 05:53am »

lol....iv never seen the good girl...
Weird to be in love with a character ....hhmmm.i need to see the good girl to know realy
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« Reply #335 on: Jul 13th, 2006, 05:57am »

you def do need to see it.. i know its weird but i just totally relate to him its so crazy..

-i've tried committing suicide 3 times
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« Reply #336 on: Jul 13th, 2006, 06:01am »

thats no good....it the easy answer to your problems,remember you may think it helps you but your friends and family would be devasted if you succeded...not a good thing
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« Reply #337 on: Jul 13th, 2006, 06:17am »

on Jul 13th, 2006, 05:21am, minorTHREAT wrote:
i try, i really do try. but my parents ignore me. its like they don't even notice i'm talking to them. sometimes i would be in the middle of saying something like how my day was just to strike conversation, but they would cut me off and talk about something else to the other.. thats why i love holden sooo much cuz if he were here, he would "crave me". i feel like there's sooo much of him in me or vice versa. but i won't rob the Retail Rodeo and shoot myself..


Oh my God. I love Holden. Everything he says. I would have run away with him. I like relate to what he says. I finished catcher in the rye the other day and he and Holden Caulfield are so similar. Everything he wrote (in the book I feel the same which is a surprise since in a 14 year old girl in 2006 and he is like 18 year old boy in the 50s and I just found so much comfort in the fact that even though he is fictional Im not the only one who thinks that way. When he is saying how it drives him insane the someone has written "fuck you" on the primary school wall and if he found who did it hed beat them and smash their head until they die (or something along those lines) hed love to but he knows hed never do it cause hes not brave enough. Its exactly how I feel. And how he hates phonies. Its not all disguised through metaphors and poetic devices but its just the straight forward truth. He is the only person who I understand and he is fictional. The end drove me insane. I love how he hates everyone and wants to run away and pretend to be a deaf mute so people would leave him alone. Sometimes I just feel that way.

Both Holdens I think are amazing. It kills me (If you've read CITR you'll get it) that they are not real people.
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« Reply #338 on: Jul 13th, 2006, 06:27am »

well, thats not the holden i was talking about but i love how ppl can relate to fictional characters as well as they do. i was gooin to buy the catcher in the rye but my mom was like no. you have a book you haven't finished yet and i was sad... its only 7 bucks and she couldn't just get it? it was the only copy left too..

and ryan^
i understand where you're coming from, but do you have any idea how bad they treat me? i would LOVE to see them sad and devastated. just to see them actually care about me and feel guilty cuz they did it would make me feel so much better.
but i totally agree with you too, its a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
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« Reply #339 on: Jul 13th, 2006, 06:36am »

its so sad you think of your parents in that way,then again i shouldnt talk cause i hate my mum as much as i did my dad before he snuffed it....you realy should try to talk to other people then,,aunts,uncles?or friends,i mean close friends
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« Reply #340 on: Jul 13th, 2006, 06:39am »

on Jul 13th, 2006, 06:27am, minorTHREAT wrote:
well, thats not the holden i was talking about but i love how ppl can relate to fictional characters as well as they do. i was gooin to buy the catcher in the rye but my mom was like no. you have a book you haven't finished yet and i was sad... its only 7 bucks and she couldn't just get it? it was the only copy left too..



I know but in the film he is obsessed with the book so I read it...
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« Reply #341 on: Jul 13th, 2006, 06:40am »

my grandparents are all dead, my aunts and uncles live nowhere near me, and my friends i thought i was close to don't call me or want anything to do with me. they always blow me off, like they always have better things to do than hang with me... i just feel so lonely.
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« Reply #342 on: Jul 13th, 2006, 06:46am »

on Jul 13th, 2006, 06:40am, minorTHREAT wrote:
my grandparents are all dead, my aunts and uncles live nowhere near me, and my friends i thought i was close to don't call me or want anything to do with me. they always blow me off, like they always have better things to do than hang with me... i just feel so lonely.


Same. I have no realitives that keep contact. All my friend do stuff and dont bother to invite. I end up in tears sometimesd because I just feel so alone. I once (when school ended) was going to go out by myself and just enedd up in tears because it occoured to me that no one even cares enough to give up an hour of their time to confirm that I auctually haver friends. This is why I so desperatley want to go to New York. Even if you''re alone which everyone really is you have the whole city.
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« Reply #343 on: Jul 13th, 2006, 06:48am »

aaahhh....tricky situation...well theres always "company" here at IHJ for you but you're very unlikely to ever meet anyone from here anyway...
do you think your parents know about the fact that your like this and just stop you from pointing out to them?
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« Reply #344 on: Jul 13th, 2006, 06:53am »

on Jul 13th, 2006, 04:30am, IHJIHJIHJ wrote:
I'm avaoiding a few of my friends cause I don't want to say goodbye to them. I said bye to my best friend of 8 years in the middle of the road so I couldn't cry but I had tears streaming down my face the whole cab ride home. Same at school.

One of my closest friends from school is a Mormon and he's leaving on his mission in a month or so... and he's going to be gone for two years. I've been trying all school year to stop liking him so much so it wouldn't hurt so bad when he had to leave.
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