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« Reply #420 on: Jul 22nd, 2006, 03:33am »

^^Lol, I'm constantly talking to myself... whether there are people around me or not. (Odds are I'm a better conversationalist anyways )

I'll say something to myself, and then I'll ask myself "Am I talking to myself again?" And then answer "sure sounds like it"

I am a bit off
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« Reply #421 on: Jul 22nd, 2006, 09:18am »

on Jul 21st, 2006, 1:19pm, minorTHREAT wrote:
i'm in love with a straight boy and he's a REALLY cool guy cuz he accepts that i'm gay (which is huge cuz he's straight!) and he is sooo hott and nice and down to earth and perfect in every way shape and form!
problem: i always try my hardest to turn him, and i flirt a lot, but it doesn't work! i grab his ass and i give him hugs and kiss him on the cheek, he gives me piggy back rides and he carries me like a newlywed bride sometiimes. he's the sweetest most comfortable-with-his-sexuality straight guy i have ever met, and i'm so in love! i always ask him if he ever would and he says prolly not, its just not for him. but he does say if by some miracle he does, he would hook up with me first.... i love aaron...

LOL he sounds like fun & sweet. Well, ya never know about changing of people. But damn, grabbing his ass? HAHA! Control yourself, Lewis! Maybe your dream will come true ..
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« Reply #422 on: Jul 22nd, 2006, 10:21am »

confessions...


hmmm. i get really emotional when im stressed up. and i'll think abt issues like FRIENDS! which is what im thinking now. becus i dun really have a best/close frend... so, that really is a headache to me. i looked happy and cheerful in front of my frends, but, deep inside, i might be feeling real down, but i dun haf a close frend to tok to...
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« Reply #423 on: Jul 22nd, 2006, 11:52am »

I know how you feel, My freinds are like that. they feel like close freinds to me, but not the type of close freinds i can talk to about personal things. I hate my school bcoz 95% of the people are ass holes with nothing better to do but be an ass hole and it gets me down sooo much. I just hate having to pretend that i have something in common or im intrested in what these ass holes have to say.
And the funny thing is I have never met Jake but i feel like i could talk to him about all the things i cant talk to my freinds about.

Ahhh... feels good to get that off my chest.
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« Reply #424 on: Jul 22nd, 2006, 11:58am »

Quote:
i'm in love with a straight boy and he's a REALLY cool guy cuz he accepts that i'm gay (which is huge cuz he's straight!) and he is sooo hott and nice and down to earth and perfect in every way shape and form!
problem: i always try my hardest to turn him, and i flirt a lot, but it doesn't work! i grab his ass and i give him hugs and kiss him on the cheek, he gives me piggy back rides and he carries me like a newlywed bride sometiimes. he's the sweetest most comfortable-with-his-sexuality straight guy i have ever met, and i'm so in love! i always ask him if he ever would and he says prolly not, its just not for him. but he does say if by some miracle he does, he would hook up with me first.... i love aaron...

Isnt that just the coolest thing! .. your so lucky,i just get ingnored...like Julie says perhaps grabbing his arse isnt very subtle

#new confession
Isnt it strange how you can have the hots for your best friends Mum AND Dad. ... I think i must have over 5 crushes at the moment ...if possible.
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« Reply #425 on: Jul 22nd, 2006, 9:55pm »

WHOA! I'm in luuuv with this thread! Haha! And, wanting someone you can't have is pure torture, and you feel like someone grabs your heart and tries to squeeze it into a thousand pieces...

Ok, so, a confession... I think I'm cheeting myself. Been seeing this guy (yes, the same one...) a few times now, and ALL we do is make out. Last night, I tried to have a proper and normal conversation with him, but he wouldnt let me, kept sticking his freakin toung in my mouth! And he wanted me to come home with him (which I almost did, went home right outside of his door) Anyway, he's hot as h*ll and sure knows what he's doing, but I don't feel anything what so ever when we, well, touch each other if you know what I mean... And I feel like I'm fooling myself since I don't get anything out of it. Feels like I don't care what I'm doing, partly because I don't know him which kinda makes it easier if you now what I mean.

Oh, and as on top of it all, I got to major surprises yesterday. Found out he's bigbrother to a girl I went to school with a few years ago (never liked her much...) And, while we were standing there making out in a corner down town, my f*cking ex walks by and sees us... What are the f*cking odds...?... And he know who this guy is... And although I know my ex and don't think he would do something like it, I'm still kinda scared he will tell people we know what he saw, which isnt good.
Oh, and I had my lifes worst hang over this morning, couldnt stand up or lie down, I thought my head was gonna explode and everything in my stomach splash outa my mouth... And I smoked alot last night, which I promis myself everytime I do it I'll never do again...I feel like such a freak and sooo soooo immature for acting the way I do...
So yeah, thats my confession of the day... I think Imma just, go stand in a corner and be ashamed...
Glad to get it off my chest though! Even though no one reads it lol.
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« Reply #426 on: Jul 22nd, 2006, 10:11pm »

on Jul 22nd, 2006, 9:55pm, StartledKitten wrote:
Ok, so, a confession... I think I'm cheeting myself. Been seeing this guy (yes, the same one...) a few times now, and ALL we do is make out. Last night, I tried to have a proper and normal conversation with him, but he wouldnt let me, kept sticking his freakin toung in my mouth! And he wanted me to come home with him (which I almost did, went home right outside of his door) Anyway, he's hot as h*ll and sure knows what he's doing, but I don't feel anything what so ever when we, well, touch each other if you know what I mean... And I feel like I'm fooling myself since I don't get anything out of it. Feels like I don't care what I'm doing, partly because I don't know him which kinda makes it easier if you now what I mean.



I feel like that sometimes with my boyfriend too. I mean, I really care about him, but I dont think that...(ok, I need to phrase this right....) our relationship means as much to me as it does to him. I just don't feel the proper kind of love for him when....yeah you fill in the blanks. And he's talking about how we are so right for each other and how he loves me, and I want to say it back but I'm not sure I even mean it. But I don't want to leave him, because I do care about him, I just don't think I love him really, I don't know, I mean how DO you know when you do love someone? Bah love is complicated.

Wow I feel all serious now! Hah!
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« Reply #427 on: Jul 23rd, 2006, 02:21am »

I have another confession.

Lately I've been worrying that no one will ever really know me, like completely know me. I keep a lot to myself and I've just been worrying that because of that no one will ever really know me... I guess that I push people away and that really scares me.
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Re: Confesssions
« Reply #428 on: Jul 23rd, 2006, 08:06am »

^^ i do that too
i'm more honest and myself on this messageboard then i am in reallife, and i don't know how to change that i'm just scared i guess, that when ppl get to know the real me they won't like me...
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« Reply #429 on: Jul 23rd, 2006, 2:50pm »

Im feeling strange stuff, seeing strange stuff, like bright lights around things like colours around people, pictures, animals, i think im seeing people's aura's. It's sort of scary and today i was watching Donnie Darko when a spider(a huge one) came out from the middle of nowhere, 3 min later i called for my brother to come in and find it. It had completely disapeard it wasn't under the cupboards or anything it had gone, did i imagine it? Also i thought i saw a man in blue come to my door, whenn i looked there was no one there. Did i imagine that too? Ever since i've been seeing aura's this strange stuff has happened. Am i crazy?
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« Reply #430 on: Jul 23rd, 2006, 7:13pm »

on Jul 22nd, 2006, 10:11pm, Nikkita wrote:
I feel like that sometimes with my boyfriend too. I mean, I really care about him, but I dont think that...(ok, I need to phrase this right....) our relationship means as much to me as it does to him. I just don't feel the proper kind of love for him when....yeah you fill in the blanks. And he's talking about how we are so right for each other and how he loves me, and I want to say it back but I'm not sure I even mean it. But I don't want to leave him, because I do care about him, I just don't think I love him really, I don't know, I mean how DO you know when you do love someone? Bah love is complicated.

Wow I feel all serious now! Hah!


Yeah, I know what you mean. And it's in situations like these you really have to ask yourself what values you have, and WHY you do it. Because for me, I've always believed in love, BUT, I'm pretty open minded and don't think you have to love a person to fool around with him/her, but I think you should atleast enjoy it, which in my case I'm not sure I do.
And he's invited me to him this tuesday, and I just know something more will happen if I go. And the sad part is that I might let it happen...
Complicated is the word Nikkita!
Blah! I think I'll just forget about this for a while and surf IHJ. Jake does a girl/boy good


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« Reply #431 on: Jul 24th, 2006, 7:09pm »

I have been feeling like crying for like 3 months but I wouldn't, last night I finally did and I felt like I had a hole kicked in me all night, but when I woke up today I actually felt better for having freaked finally.
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« Reply #432 on: Jul 25th, 2006, 04:22am »

My confession is my 'verbal weak spot'.

If people tell me "You've changed" (sort of in a blanco or negative way) I freak out. There is nothing I hate more. WHAT am I supposed to do with that kind of a comment??
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« Reply #433 on: Jul 25th, 2006, 04:29am »

I'd like to have someone tell me I'd changed... because I have (in unmeasurable ways) but no one has seemed to notice.
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« Reply #434 on: Jul 25th, 2006, 04:54am »

on Jul 25th, 2006, 04:29am, BreDigsTheJakeness wrote:
I'd like to have someone tell me I'd changed... because I have (in unmeasurable ways) but no one has seemed to notice.


yeah well when you've changed for the better no-one notices it or says it

They only say it when they don't like you anymore so it's good that you haven't heard anyone say that yet!
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