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« Reply #435 on: Jul 25th, 2006, 5:56pm »

i'm soooo lonely...

i really want a boyfriend, but i don't want a gay guy...
thats what makes it hard cuz....

well, i want a straight guy to fall in love with me... i want someone who starts off fresh and loves no other man but me.
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« Reply #436 on: Jul 25th, 2006, 6:03pm »

on Jul 25th, 2006, 5:56pm, minorTHREAT wrote:
i really want a boyfriend, but i don't want a gay guy...
thats what makes it hard cuz....

well, i want a straight guy to fall in love with me... i want someone who starts off fresh and loves no other man girl but me.

Same here! No, but seriously. I get ya, Lewis .. your prince will show up. But I'm so sick of perverts & idiots. WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU MEN?! Sorry. I just needed to get that out. Cough ..
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« Reply #437 on: Jul 25th, 2006, 7:02pm »

I am so the opposite, I have 2 guys in my life right now plus a kid I am trying to parent....
I am losing my mind totally and I wish there was a sensory deprivation tank I could crawl into and get away from them......
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« Reply #438 on: Jul 25th, 2006, 7:30pm »

on Jul 25th, 2006, 5:56pm, minorTHREAT wrote:
i'm soooo lonely...

i really want a boyfriend, but i don't want a gay guy...
thats what makes it hard cuz....

well, i want a straight guy to fall in love with me... i want someone who starts off fresh and loves no other man but me.


Lewis, I really dig you for some reason lol. You seem so emotional and true to yourself. I think it's brave of you to say things like that.
So you want like, a guy who THINK he's straight to fall in love with you and find out he's gay? For some reason I think that sounds very romantic. I truly and honestly hope it will happen to you one day. And what a lucky man the guy who finds you will be!



Ok, so today I lied to my mom and said I had eaten supper, which I havent. I'm home alone for a few weeks and has to care for the house myself, and I'm to lazy to cook but the real reason is that I wanna lose some pounds, which everyone think sounds insane, but still...
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« Reply #439 on: Jul 25th, 2006, 7:39pm »

on Jul 25th, 2006, 7:30pm, StartledKitten wrote:
Lewis, I really dig you for some reason lol. You seem so emotional and true to yourself. I think it's brave of you to say things like that.
So you want like, a guy who THINK he's straight to fall in love with you and find out he's gay? For some reason I think that sounds very romantic. I truly and honestly hope it will happen to you one day. And what a lucky man the guy who finds you will be!



Ok, so today I lied to my mom and said I had eaten supper, which I havent. I'm home alone for a few weeks and has to care for the house myself, and I'm to lazy to cook but the real reason is that I wanna lose some pounds, which everyone think sounds insane, but still...


thx! i really want to have a romantic relationship, but its sooo hard to because i really never find what i want. i never get what i want. and what i want are things that are sooo outlandish and unattainable. things unattainable are soooo desirous and i wish ican have them, but it never happens so i'm sstuck with what i don't want, which ultimately leaves me sad. i think that may also be the basis of my depression...

anyway another confession...

this totallly shows i'm sooo obsessed but,
i wanna change my name to Holden!
I'm going into this next scchool year telling all my teachers i wanna be called holden, and i'll tell my friends too, but it might get hard getting used to, but its still worth a try!
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« Reply #440 on: Jul 25th, 2006, 8:56pm »

I love name Holden, but I think Lewis is really cool and if it won't work- doesn't matter- Lewis is so pretty!
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« Reply #441 on: Jul 25th, 2006, 9:03pm »

on Jul 25th, 2006, 7:30pm, StartledKitten wrote:
Ok, so today I lied to my mom and said I had eaten supper, which I havent. I'm home alone for a few weeks and has to care for the house myself, and I'm to lazy to cook but the real reason is that I wanna lose some pounds, which everyone think sounds insane, but still...


I think every girl has probably done that once of twice. I know I have. It does sound crazy, and I know it's bad for your health and blah blah blah, but you loose pounds really quick.

And just before anyone says, i'm not anorexic and I don't have an eating disorder!!
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« Reply #442 on: Jul 25th, 2006, 9:27pm »

I fell asleep first/only time i watched Jarhead.

I think life is totally pointless. Theres a reason for everything. My english teacher told me that "love" is just a hormone so that we'll be able to have sex and reproduct. You're "in love" at most/only for one year. You carry a babie for 9 motnhts...

i just think it seems so pointless.
humans "over react" were just animals..?!
Maybe its not a confession but since i think its a very ungratful thing to say since im born with 2 arms, 2 legs and a brain and bla bla bla, i see it kinda "bad".
Maybe i should stop thinking so much and be thankful for what i've got but is THIS life??
Im aldready sick of it..
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« Reply #443 on: Jul 26th, 2006, 06:22am »

on Jul 25th, 2006, 9:03pm, Nikkita wrote:
I think every girl has probably done that once of twice. I know I have. It does sound crazy, and I know it's bad for your health and blah blah blah, but you loose pounds really quick.

And just before anyone says, i'm not anorexic and I don't have an eating disorder!!


I've done that, too and I don't have an eating disorder, either - I'm curvy and loving it!

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« Reply #444 on: Jul 26th, 2006, 07:29am »

I always seem to fall in love with gay guys
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« Reply #445 on: Jul 26th, 2006, 07:32am »

on Jul 26th, 2006, 07:29am, YellowBird wrote:
I always seem to fall in love with gay guys


I always seem to fall in love with players
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« Reply #446 on: Jul 26th, 2006, 07:35am »

on Jul 25th, 2006, 9:27pm, Naima wrote:
I fell asleep first/only time i watched Jarhead.

I think life is totally pointless. Theres a reason for everything. My english teacher told me that "love" is just a hormone so that we'll be able to have sex and reproduct. You're "in love" at most/only for one year. You carry a babie for 9 motnhts...

i just think it seems so pointless.
humans "over react" were just animals..?!
Maybe its not a confession but since i think its a very ungratful thing to say since im born with 2 arms, 2 legs and a brain and bla bla bla, i see it kinda "bad".
Maybe i should stop thinking so much and be thankful for what i've got but is THIS life??
Im aldready sick of it..


Babe, i'm gonna talk to you with experience. i KNOW exactly how you feel. it may just seem like i'm just saying that, but i've been to the hospital many times and it all started with thinking those SAME thoughts.
i used to think life is meaningless, like what is my reason of being here, and i used to say to myself "nothing". and after awhile, i believed it. i believed that i wasn't anything, i wasn't anything special, nothing important to anybody. i went into a deep depression, which is where i think you are now. my parents didn't realize it and i would take my friends anti-depressants to feel good about myself. but it was never enough to deal with(i dunno know if you do to...) rejection from my parents, loneliness, unfullfillment, and just feeling like shit literally all the time.
well, i decided that i couldn't take it anymore and i decided that i just wanted to end it all. so i have a few suicide attempts under my belt, which i'm not proud of at all, but i just don't want to see you go through the same things that i did. i'm crying right now just thinking about all the hard times and bullshit people i've had to deal with. i'm not going to say i'm completely free of depression, i'vve tried another suicide attempt not too long ago (look at the past few pages of this thread) but i just don't want to have someone else go through everything i have.
i used to think that life is stupid too. like all we do is live a few years and die. maybe give birth to another person to suffer in this miserable and pointless cycle, i know how you feel. sorry i'm not as good with words as i want to be but i don't think you should stop thinking so much, cuz i'm a thinker too. i think a LOT about things and i blow things out of proportion, a LOT. but i see people that keep quiet and think to themselves and keep to themselves are more intellectual than extroverts, who seem so simple. i think people like us are complex and i like complex because there's depth to them, there's something more. so it's not bad to be a thinker.
but i think that you need to focus more on what you want to become, set goals, and do things to try to achieve your dreams of what you wanna become for your career. it would definitely add more meaning to your life, and i know it may sound stupid but thats what kinda got me out of the darkness. also i recommend talking to people who are positive influences to you. if there are none at home, you could always come to me. just PM me and we can talk. whatever makes you feel good, do it... just not drugs... or alcohol.
ok? i hope i helped you cuz i would HATE to see you go through all the shit i have. rmr, i love you, and don't let stupid shit get in your way! you gotta learn to just tell stupid people to fuck off! andjust say fuck you! and don't care what people think about you. you're a beautiful personand nobody knows it more than yourself!!

sorry its so long...
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« Reply #447 on: Jul 26th, 2006, 07:35am »

on Jul 26th, 2006, 07:29am, YellowBird wrote:
I always seem to fall in love with gay guys


gosh i know exactly what you mean. It sucks sometimes.

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« Reply #448 on: Jul 26th, 2006, 07:39am »

on Jul 26th, 2006, 07:29am, YellowBird wrote:
I always seem to fall in love with gay guys


heh... i always seem to get girls to fall in love with me but they get disappointed cuz i'm in love with straight guys!
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« Reply #449 on: Jul 26th, 2006, 07:39am »

on Jul 26th, 2006, 07:35am, rach wrote:
gosh i know exactly what you mean. It sucks sometimes.

Rach x


Yeah it really does...but what can you do?
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