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« Reply #660 on: Sep 22nd, 2006, 07:04am »

on Sep 22nd, 2006, 05:11am, Nell wrote:
I can't quit smoking. I just failed for the fifth time. I just love smoking way too much.

Well, hun if you like it, don't quit. You really don't have to... it's your business. But if you actually want to quit, you'll have to keep trying. Nobody quits and stays off them the first time they try. Don't get frustrated yet.
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« Reply #661 on: Sep 26th, 2006, 03:21am »

Sorry for posting here twice in a row, but I had to confess this. Yesterday I was looking at my AOL alerts, and I saw a thing about OCD. I went and read it, and it was about how a lot of women get gestational OCD, that even if their OCD is totally controlled when they get pregnant it can come back with a vengence... and while I was reading it I started to cry. I felt like such a moron.
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« Reply #662 on: Sep 26th, 2006, 09:04am »

Dont feel like a moron Bre! I often burst into tears out of the blue like that if i'm on my own, esp if its to do with my ocd. I get so frustrated that i start crying and want to puch something I should imagine that ocd does get worse with pregnancy, if its anything like mine, stress and worry make it worse so i would think having a baby and the worries that go along with it would increase it. Dont worry though, hopefully there must be help available to control it during pregnancy and afterwards
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Re: Confesssions
« Reply #663 on: Sep 26th, 2006, 3:44pm »

on Sep 26th, 2006, 03:21am, BreDigsTheJakeness wrote:
Sorry for posting here twice in a row, but I had to confess this. Yesterday I was looking at my AOL alerts, and I saw a thing about OCD. I went and read it, and it was about how a lot of women get gestational OCD, that even if their OCD is totally controlled when they get pregnant it can come back with a vengence... and while I was reading it I started to cry. I felt like such a moron.


bre never feel a moron, i cry a little everyday. I feel it helps. Letting out your emotions is good, if you keep them all locked up you will go mad.

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« Reply #664 on: Sep 27th, 2006, 01:09am »

^^Thanks guys. I've just been really emotional lately... and I'm kinda sick of it.

Oh Roseynic, my OCD gets worse with times of stress too... and lately all my times are times of stress... ugh.

I feel like I could just scream >.<
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« Reply #665 on: Sep 28th, 2006, 11:08pm »

Ok ..... how do i start ......i am going to therapy finally.....this is how it happened: i was startin this new job, a REALLLLLLLLY good job, but i have allllll this really bad anxiety and i had a HORRIBLE panic attack last night ( today i was supposed to go to the second day of orientation) , I almost passed out.... my body was shaking and tingling and my chest was heaving.... it was downright SCARY!! my mom had to calm me down.... lately i have been feeling like there is no point to life, you work, make money, and spend it to have a place to sleep and some food.... what for? ya know ...i am just really messed up... as you can prob guess i was abused when i was 6 yrs old by someone in my family.... my grandma's boyfriend at the time..... he terrorized me for 3 years after he had abused me... so i didnt tell anyone but was constantly being told he would kill me and my family ..... i have been really messed up for the past 16 yrs and i have never gone to get help.... i feel i am at my breaking point, as suicide looks more and more appealing as the days go by....my first appointment is next tuesday at 12....i just thought i could vent here for a min... sorry its so long....
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Re: Confesssions
« Reply #666 on: Oct 5th, 2006, 9:39pm »

on Sep 28th, 2006, 11:08pm, lucky7babe21 wrote:
....i just thought i could vent here for a min... sorry its so long....

Better that you vent than to hold it in. I wish I knew the right thing to say in response...I've seen this before and still don't know. A close friend and former roommate opted for the permanent solution to a temporary problem. There are so many of us that wished we said more or something different or just the right thing. It points to the value of telling your friends and family how much they matter and the value of hearing it back. Remember there is always someone who cares more than you know and that what you do always matters. Hang in there.
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« Reply #667 on: Oct 5th, 2006, 10:05pm »

lucky7babe21, do I know you off LiveJournal at all? That banner you have looks familiar. *giggles and secretly loves seeing it here*

Sorry to hear about your guys situations, I hope you all feel better soon! *hugs* JG, I know exactly how you feel, I really like my digital photography teacher, but I know I could never do anything about it Bre, don't feel like a moron, I cry over stupid things all the time! Last night I cried whilst listening to "Be Prepared" from The Lion King -- how sad is that?! lucky7babe21, like ihjtalk, I wish I knew a good response for you. Keep your head up, be strong. I'm glad you have an appointment, hopefully it will help you. *hugs*

I have (another) confession: I have a slight crush on a girl (yep, you read that right ) in my Sociology class, and she's bi. XD She's really nice and pretty and we seem to be getting on well, so... maybe for once I'm in with a chance?? *fingers crossed*
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« Reply #668 on: Oct 5th, 2006, 10:26pm »

Ok, my confession.

its about that guy, the immature one who has MAJOR teenage lust for me.

I told him all the reasons why I didnt want to date him, he logged off MSN and didnt talk. I wanted to call him, but I decided not to. Today, I acted like a MAJOR, MAJOR bitch to him, 'cause I wanted him to leave me alone and not like me. I feel really bad because I said things I would NEVER say, they were really mean. and he doesnt deserve it. yes, he deserved SOMETHING, but not that.

also, my best friend got back together with her ex-boyfriend, and I dont know what to say to her. he cheated on her before, but yet she has him back. He is a jerk, and I think he is completely capable of cheating on her again, but I honestly dont know what to say to her.
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« Reply #669 on: Oct 5th, 2006, 10:31pm »

ihjtalk: thank you so much for your kind words * hugs* it really means alot to me ... i went this past tues to my first appointment and it wasnt as dreaded as a i thought... i hate talking about myself ( grumble,grumble) but thats what therapy is..... but anyways, i do thank you again... it's nice to know that there are still caring people around!

Ellie: i snagged the siggy from a livejournal community and i cant remember which one so i can properly credit , im glad you enjoy it though! Also thank you for caring! it's hard to put yourself out there b/c suddenly you feel like everyone knows... my fam is supporting me and so are you guys here i dunno what i would do without any of you
also, how's that crush situation going .... sounds exciting
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« Reply #670 on: Oct 6th, 2006, 04:57am »

Charrisa, I hope everything feels better for you soon! I hate for you to be this unhappy.

Of course I'm absolutely certain I'm going insane... I've been having pregnancy quality mood swings.

But that's not my confession. (I don't think.) My confession is that I've been talking to the lead singer from my favorite band on myspace a lot lately (and because they're pretty underground it's actually him) and he's so awesome. So when he turned over the band's profile to PR to manage, he created his own personal profile and he added me. And I'm on his top 12. And he's putting all these ideas in my head and he doesn't even know it. I mean, I've worshipped this man since I was 15 and all of a sudden we're just chatting each other up. But yeah, the confession part is that if I could get to Greece (where the band is) I'd prolly become instantly transformed to some hardcore groupie. And I'm okay with that.
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"Music's in my soul
I can hear it everyday, everynight
It's the one thing on my mind
Music's got control
And I'm never letting go, no no
I just wanna play my music"
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Re: Confesssions
« Reply #671 on: Oct 6th, 2006, 10:36am »

on Oct 5th, 2006, 10:31pm, lucky7babe21 wrote:
Ellie: i snagged the siggy from a livejournal community and i cant remember which one so i can properly credit , im glad you enjoy it though! Also thank you for caring! it's hard to put yourself out there b/c suddenly you feel like everyone knows... my fam is supporting me and so are you guys here i dunno what i would do without any of you
also, how's that crush situation going .... sounds exciting

A community? Ooh, that's odd. I made it! http://envision-icons.livejournal.com/14876.html You can credit my LJ if you like, http://envision-icons.livejournal.com/

I'm glad your family's supporting you, you need them at a time like this

It's good, just seeing where it ends up! *giggles*
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« Reply #672 on: Oct 6th, 2006, 2:11pm »

I have a confession to make cause im feeling so guilty...

Right so somehow a cricket managed to find its way into my room this morning and its been bugging me all day , until tonight the little bugger started singing.. you know what weird clicking hissing noise the make... so in my moment of rage i got out the big vacuum cleaner and sucked it up ... ... im feeling so guilty now for the little thing... i mean i couldnt like pick it up and put it outside cause they just freak me out... hairy little jumpy legs and all ....
I'm wondering if im gonna have nightmares of being trapped in a dust-bag tonight
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« Reply #673 on: Oct 6th, 2006, 2:13pm »

on Oct 6th, 2006, 2:11pm, Jkgllnhll wrote:
Right so somehow a cricket managed to find its way into my room this morning and its been bugging me all day , until tonight the little bugger started singing.. you know what weird clicking hissing noise the make... so in my moment of rage i got out the big vacuum cleaner and sucked it up ... ... im feeling so guilty now for the little thing... i mean i couldnt like pick it up and put it outside cause they just freak me out... hairy little jumpy legs and all ....
I'm wondering if im gonna have nightmares of being trapped in a dust-bag tonight


AWWWWW Ryan!! Thats so cute you feel bad for that....don't feel too bad! I would have done the same, they really freak me out too.
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« Reply #674 on: Oct 7th, 2006, 12:28am »

on Oct 6th, 2006, 10:36am, Ellie wrote:
A community? Ooh, that's odd. I made it! http://envision-icons.livejournal.com/14876.html You can credit my LJ if you like, http://envision-icons.livejournal.com/

I'm glad your family's supporting you, you need them at a time like this

It's good, just seeing where it ends up! *giggles*


OMGGG!!!! I feel sooo bad now!!! I thought it was a community not someones personal LJ i'm sorry!!!! i'll def credit your page STAT!!! i feel horrible! But im glad that your happy that it's being put to good use!! when i saw it i was floored by how awesome it looked/looks .

Bre: thank you! i am unhappy but i feel like a huge weight has been lifted off of me... i actually have been feeling a little less depressed/suicidal/unhappy since my first appt ( there's only been that one so far ) but i think i'm gonna love it! .. thank you all for caring.... it means more to me than you'll ever know
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