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Re: Confesssions
« Reply #870 on: Dec 30th, 2006, 5:29pm »

on Dec 30th, 2006, 1:41pm, Ir3n3 wrote:
I was a victim of "bulling" some years ago They said I was a monster...it was hard but I got lots of support from my best friends and Jake (somehow!). Crazy, huh?


I know how you feel, I so glad to hear you got help from your friends
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« Reply #871 on: Dec 31st, 2006, 03:23am »

on Dec 30th, 2006, 1:41pm, Ir3n3 wrote:
I was a victim of "bulling" some years ago They said I was a monster...it was hard but I got lots of support from my best friends and Jake (somehow!). Crazy, huh?
Im sorry you had to go through that, but im glad everything is ok now Especially that Jakey helped you.
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« Reply #872 on: Dec 31st, 2006, 6:44pm »

Okay, I sound like a baby, but I just turned 16 & I still have to sleep with a night-light sort of thing. & I feel totally weird cuz I used to sleep fine without it, but somehow I just can't sleep in my room alone in the dark at night. & I also can't watch any kind of horror movie without having nightmares, even if I watch a few minutes of it! I just wanna find some way of making myself a stronger, less-sensitive person this year. But I'm not so sure how I'm gonna do that...*sigh* I'm so glad I could finally get this off my chest .
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« Reply #873 on: Jan 1st, 2007, 11:27am »

on Dec 30th, 2006, 5:29pm, a10 wrote:
I know how you feel, I so glad to hear you got help from your friends


Thank u!!! I hope you're ok too! I'm sending you a big hug at the moment through the Internet!
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« Reply #874 on: Jan 1st, 2007, 11:29am »

on Dec 31st, 2006, 03:23am, JG wrote:
Im sorry you had to go through that, but im glad everything is ok now Especially that Jakey helped you.


Thank you!
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« Reply #875 on: Jan 1st, 2007, 12:25pm »

on Jan 1st, 2007, 11:27am, Ir3n3 wrote:
Thank u!!! I hope you're ok too! I'm sending you a big hug at the moment through the Internet!


Aw thanks, Hugs to you to
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« Reply #876 on: Jan 2nd, 2007, 4:10pm »

Thanks everyone who posted back to me. I couldn't run away, ever, and I'm glad I haven't tried to. I'm going to mention the panic attack to my counsellor. I think I will take a year off before going to college, give myself time to travel and do something interesting. I'm the youngest junior in my class (well, tied with my twin sister) so if I did wait a year I would be the same age as the freshman coming in. I do have a thing about being the youngest at though... Anyways, I'll only have to get through the rest of this year and then next year (senior year will be so easy!) then I can travel!

@ LaurenaKaJakeFan
I do the same thing! I sleep with two lights on after I've watched something scarey (which I do a lot). I tend to go through cycles of being fine for a few months then seeing a movie on TV about zombies, or watching the X-Files at peekvid.com.

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« Reply #877 on: Jan 2nd, 2007, 4:17pm »

I'd also like to say that my theatre arts class is reading the script for Proof! I was really excited and trying not to show it. For the next few days we will be taking scenes and acting them out. I'm so excited!

I'm also grounded from the computer right now, but my parents left.
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« Reply #878 on: Jan 3rd, 2007, 6:35pm »

on Jan 2nd, 2007, 4:10pm, epitomeofinnocence wrote:
@ LaurenaKaJakeFan
I do the same thing! I sleep with two lights on after I've watched something scarey (which I do a lot). I tend to go through cycles of being fine for a few months then seeing a movie on TV about zombies, or watching the X-Files at peekvid.com.



*sigh* I'm so relieved, I thought no one else did it but me . Thanks for ur support!
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« Reply #879 on: Jan 3rd, 2007, 7:13pm »

Confession: I hate my life. I hate everything about it. Last year was so much shit and barely anything good happened so all this new year has brought me is a big mess. My mom is off trying to find herself and abandoning me even though it's not like she's the only one who needs to figure things out. My dad's just breaking all ties between us because he's ashamed or whatnot and is moving up north for a while. And it just feels like I have to stay here and be strong because everyone else is breaking down and having depressions which makes me even more depressed cause I've been expected to stay strong before and I can't do it. It's always been this thing that oh, "she'll be fine" just because I don't really show my emotions up front for the world to see. And what's worse is that I keep thinking about my old boyfriend and how sad I was at that time and I keep reliving the year 2002 over and over again. I wanna just get away from all this mess and be completely alone and isolated but then I'd be letting everyone down and I can't do that either. I know I'm going to go crazy if I stay but I just can't betray everyone when everything bad that's ever happened to me has been a sort of betrayal and that'd mean I'd be just as bad.

I needed to relieve that.
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Re: Confesssions
« Reply #880 on: Jan 3rd, 2007, 9:47pm »

Whoa. Hang in there Nemi!!
Just think about your friends. I actually thought about running away, but decided I couldn't bare to hurt the few people who were amazingly kind to me. Everyone here has got your back, and I'm POSITIVE you have friends at home who love you to death.
It'll be okay.
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« Reply #881 on: Jan 4th, 2007, 09:08am »

on Jan 3rd, 2007, 9:47pm, mrsjacknasty wrote:
Whoa. Hang in there Nemi!!
Just think about your friends. I actually thought about running away, but decided I couldn't bare to hurt the few people who were amazingly kind to me. Everyone here has got your back, and I'm POSITIVE you have friends at home who love you to death.
It'll be okay.


Aww, thank you so much! You have no idea how much that helped hearing that and I'm glad you decided not to run away either. *hug*
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« Reply #882 on: Jan 4th, 2007, 8:00pm »

Oh gosh. I have a couple of confessions.

After two weeks offline, I'm certain I have a very unhealthy addiction to the internet. The first day I couldn't get online I had a panic attack. The second day I thought about killing myself. But I have OCD. Damn obsessive personality is so scary.

I am absolutely mad about Hannah Montana. I love the show and I even bought the soundtrack CD. And listen to it every day. I'm way too old for this tweeny crap.

I also love the Sprouse twins. I have such a mom crush on them. I would love to be their mom I mean. Especially Cole.

And my last confessions is that I missed you guys so much I could hardly stand it!
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Re: Confesssions
« Reply #883 on: Jan 4th, 2007, 8:33pm »

^^ Very nice Brokeback quote you slipped in there...i do that ALL the time...LOL. I think THAT might be a little unhealthy...
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« Reply #884 on: Jan 5th, 2007, 04:41am »

Lol, I do that all the time. All Jake's movies. Actually, it could be any movie really. It prolly is a little unhealthy!
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I can hear it everyday, everynight
It's the one thing on my mind
Music's got control
And I'm never letting go, no no
I just wanna play my music"
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