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« Reply #885 on: Jan 7th, 2007, 12:36am »

I miss someone so much I can hardly stand it but like BBM it was not meant to be anyway.
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« Reply #886 on: Jan 7th, 2007, 06:26am »

on Jan 7th, 2007, 12:36am, ihjtalk wrote:
I miss someone so much I can hardly stand it but like BBM it was not meant to be anyway.


that's a hard feeling to deal with
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« Reply #887 on: Jan 7th, 2007, 08:04am »

ok here's my confession...it's more like something I fear.

This summer I made a request to go to USA and spend one year there to study and then come back here and study normally during the last year at my school and then take the final exam. I made the request so fast that now I'm feeling a bit confused, but I want to go there so badly that I'm really scared about the fact that there won't be any host family that wants to pick me up for one year, and I started to think: what am I gonna do if I don't go?? I mean, I wanted to go there just to emprove my english and also because I'm not happy here, for some reason, because I feel kinda "weird" comparing myself to my friends. I'm not weird and I'm sure nobody thinks this, but I really feel that this is not my place and there's nobody that can keep a conversation going w/ me, not because I'm stupid or too intelligent, but I really don't have something to share w/ these people; I also started disliking my friends (not the closer ones, of course) not because I hate them , I just can see that they are not "what I was looking for in a friend" . So I'm really worried about the USA year fact, because I wonder what I am gonna do if I have to stay one year more w/ these people that I don't like!
sorry, it's a bit long, but I really had to write this, it makes me feel a little better
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« Reply #888 on: Jan 7th, 2007, 09:08am »

^Believe me, I do understand you! I also feel Spain is not my place. I've dreamt about traveling to US for a long time, especially traveling to California. I like my friends, but I always get on well with people who lives abroad, don't know why! Fortunately, maybe I'll be able to spend two months there because my English teachers told me that I should go on this exchange thing that they've made. I hope you get that grant or whatever it is! I'm sure you deserve it!

Now, I wanted to say I bite my nails!!! HAHAHA! I had to say it! Crap! I hate to do it but I just help it!
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« Reply #889 on: Jan 7th, 2007, 09:51am »

thank you irene, is great to see that somebody understands me! definitely, europe is not our place, isn't it?
and you won't believe this but just a few moths ago I used to bite my nails too!and I stopped and now my nails are veeeery long!
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« Reply #890 on: Jan 7th, 2007, 11:57am »

I'm just sooo freaking nervous. I have this job interview tomorrow and I so wanna have it! I don't wanna think about it for a second but I just can't get it out of my head
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« Reply #891 on: Jan 7th, 2007, 12:33pm »

on Jan 7th, 2007, 11:57am, JackyG wrote:
I'm just sooo freaking nervous. I have this job interview tomorrow and I so wanna have it! I don't wanna think about it for a second but I just can't get it out of my head


it's alright, Ik what that feels like- just anticipating something that uk will change ur life, kinda. Just relax & try to have confidence in urself. Whenever u start thinking about it, just say in ur head "I'm gonna get this job." It works for me .
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« Reply #892 on: Jan 7th, 2007, 1:01pm »

on Jan 7th, 2007, 11:57am, JackyG wrote:
I'm just sooo freaking nervous. I have this job interview tomorrow and I so wanna have it! I don't wanna think about it for a second but I just can't get it out of my head

Think positive and you'll do fine. Good Luck!
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« Reply #893 on: Jan 7th, 2007, 7:59pm »

on Jan 7th, 2007, 12:36am, ihjtalk wrote:
I miss someone so much I can hardly stand it but like BBM it was not meant to be anyway.

Awww...Rich, you never know, you know?
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« Reply #894 on: Jan 7th, 2007, 8:36pm »

on Jan 7th, 2007, 7:59pm, mrsjacknasty wrote:
Awww...Rich, you never know, you know?

True, but you know some things like time and space (distance) will keep you apart. It is probably better to deal in the real world. That still doesn't mean I won't feel sad about certain things.
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« Reply #895 on: Jan 7th, 2007, 9:11pm »

Okay, I spent a lot of time thinking about what to confess here, and I've finally decided.
A lot of people admire me for my outgoingness. Though it sometimes gets on my friends nerves, I think they like that I always say what I'm thinking. Once, my new friend Koch (it's her last name) was talking about how this girl never talked to her and she said "Am I intimidating?" and then laughed and said "Welll, you're not intimidated by ANYONE." It makes me feel good that everyone thinks I'm so brave, but the truth is, even though I have a big mouth, I'm constantly terrified that I'll say something really, really stupid.
(I say stupid things all the time, but I can always laugh them off....what I'm worried about is a HUGE mistake)
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« Reply #896 on: Jan 7th, 2007, 9:23pm »

I think I understand this completely. I try to be out going but it's work and I'm afraid of saying the wrong thing, too. As a matter of fact, I think I said the wrong thing on this thread a while back and it still bothers me. In a way it also relates to what I said just above, I really can't explain that one too well.
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« Reply #897 on: Jan 7th, 2007, 9:32pm »

See, the thing is...it's not like...for me, I don't have to work at being outgoing. I just open my mouth and stuff comes out. Sometimes, I can't even resist saying stuff, even if I know it'll get me into trouble. Which is why I end up mortifying myself so much, because I'll just say something and then there'll be this awkward silence and I'll be like TEXTOh, shit, did I just say that outloud?? TEXT and sometimes it's really funny, and that's why some people like me, but there is that occaisional time when it's really stupid, and I just know that there's gonna be a time when I won't be able to live it down.
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« Reply #898 on: Jan 7th, 2007, 9:35pm »

on Jan 7th, 2007, 8:36pm, ihjtalk wrote:
True, but you know some things like time and space (distance) will keep you apart. It is probably better to deal in the real world. That still doesn't mean I won't feel sad about certain things.

Fuck the real world!! The real world SUCKS!!! How old are ya, Rich?? You can't be that old...listen, I'm 14 and I figured I'll just screw the Real World until it smacks me in the face, and then I'll say, "excuse me sir, you're blocking my view."
You gotta have heart, man.
Whoever this person is, they sure as hell are lucky someone who's so nice like you that cares about them so much.
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« Reply #899 on: Jan 7th, 2007, 10:55pm »

@mrsjacknasty
I've been having trouble with my posts and it kept putting them up but I couldn't see any movement so I'd post again. I just deleted all the duplicates, sorry for any confusion. Anyway, some days the world sucks and some days not. I think last time I got smacked in the face a bit too hard, if u know what I mean, maybe my fault. I think I should learn how to walk away and start up the right road. I usually don't go back and forth on a topic, I feel like I should head str8 to the depressed thread now! It's the most I can say about it right now, I think. btw, thanks for the good words.
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