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« Reply #960 on: Jan 31st, 2007, 6:54pm »

I might be the most shallow person in the entire world.
There is this guy, who's a really good friend of my friend. His name is David. She introduced us online. I saw him ONCE when I went to her house (she lives in Boston, i live in Westchester) and I didn't even say anything, he was walking by her house, and she points out the window and goes, "oh, look, that's my freinds david" and they wave to each other.
Anyway. So I started talking to him. And we've had like 1-2 hour convos every night for the past week. And he is honestly the coolest guy I have ever met in my LIFE. He's HILARIOUSLY funny, has AMAZING music taste, is REALLY sweet, and we have sooooooo much in common!! And he's really cool about EVERYTHING. Like....oh, god, this is embarassing . Well, I was talking to my friend about shopping at Forever 21. And you know those shirts that kind of have boob compartments? Like ribbon or elastic, or w/e under the boobs, and then they're kinda flowy under it? Well, I was trying it on and my boobs GOT STUCK!!! It took me like 15 mins to get the shirt off!!
Anyway, so I was telling this to my friend. I had 2 convos going on with her, one with just her, and one was a chatroom w/her and David. So, as I'm finishing up the story, I accidentally pull up the CHAT ROOM, and I'm like"...but it's okay, cuz I found a really cute shirt that actually FITS my boobs" and then I realized that i said that in the CHAT ROOM, and i FLIPPED OUT!! And Davids like. "nicee" but then he was totally cool about it. He saw me freaking out, so he's like, "okay, let's just talk about something else" and was WAY mature, and never mentioned it again! Oh, and he's also really suddely but amazingly romantic. We were talking about this song by Third Eye Blind, and without even knowing it was my favorite, he sent me my favorite lyrics from it. And they were REALLY romantic lyrics, about how the guy wants to know the real girl and stuff.
So, I haven't been able to stop thinking about him over the past week, and I've already had 3 dreams about him. But...he's really short. He's 5'1/2", and I'm 5'61/4"!! and he's also a bit ugly...
So, I feel like I SHOULD love him. I LOVE his personality, but I just can't picture myself going out with a really short, ugly guy. Is that REALLY bad? I feel like I'm being a total ass, it's supposed to be what's on the inside that counts!! But I dunno, every time I try to picture me and him, I picture another guy's face. A face that I made up.
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« Reply #961 on: Jan 31st, 2007, 7:12pm »

Hi: I can't speak about shallow because I instinctly work off someone's looks first, it's hard not to. I guess that's why a lot of people are here, Jake is so good looking. Anyway, I find the whole short, not good looking thing interesting because I know someone who was short until senior year of HS then grew up and a lot of people thought he was really cute. You just don't know for sure when there is a lot of growing up left. btw, it can happen the other way too.
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« Reply #962 on: Jan 31st, 2007, 8:41pm »

Mrs.JackNasty, I don't mean to sound mean or anything but that is pretty shallow. This guy I was completely in love with, he was way shorter than me and he wasn't what most people would call attractive, but he was the nicest coolest guy on the planet. So when we got to be friends I started really liking him, everything about him and I began to see him as more attractive. I don't think you should rule out the possibility of going with someone really nice just because he isn't GQ.
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« Reply #963 on: Jan 31st, 2007, 9:24pm »

Rich: Yeah, that's what I was thinking. I mean, he's a year younger than me, which means he's in 8th grade, so he's probably still growing

Bre: It's not mean...I admitted that I'm a heartless, shallow bitch myself. But there also is the problem of him A: Living in Boston and B: I never actually met him in person.
LOL. If I ruled out everyone who wasn't GQ, I think I'd ONLY be left with Jake!! But you're right. I've started finding people to be more attractive as I got to know them as well. I suppose I should just not think about it until I get to see him in person, and then I can decide if I like him in that way. Well....not really DECIDE. Cuz, you don't really DECIDE to love somebody...you know what I mean, though...
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« Reply #964 on: Feb 1st, 2007, 03:20am »

Well, sounds like you're being a little hard on yourself. Yeah, if we did all rule out everyone who wasn't GQ it would leave Jake and not a whole lot of other people. But yeah, being long distance is complicated but I always say that no harm can come of a little PBE. (That's play it be ear for you folks who aren't in the know. )

^My English teacher always used to say PBE. It's not too often I get to use it. LOL
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« Reply #965 on: Feb 10th, 2007, 03:05am »

Sorry to double post, but I really needed to write this down.

my confession: I'm starting to think I may be leading up to break down.
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« Reply #966 on: Feb 10th, 2007, 03:19am »

a lot of girls have this problem Mrs. Jacknasty...it's like why can't cute guys have the heart and mind of less cute ones...well no one is perfect right? and you shouldn't feel that way about you...i mean when you meet someone the first thing you have to like is their looks to keep going cause we have to admit we live in a superficial world. You can try having something with him and if it doesn't work...well that's life and it wasn't meant to be. Still if you say he is in the 8th grade...yeah he will probably change A LOT in the years that come...
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« Reply #967 on: Feb 10th, 2007, 03:20am »

I wish I was alittle prettier
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« Reply #968 on: Feb 10th, 2007, 03:23am »

come on Rach...everyone is beautiful in their own way...
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« Reply #969 on: Feb 10th, 2007, 03:45am »

on Feb 10th, 2007, 03:20am, Rach wrote:
I wish I was alittle prettier

Well I think you're beautiful. (And I know what you're thinking as you read that. No matter how much your friends say nice things it's still hard to believe... I think the same way when people compliment me.) But I really mean it.
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« Reply #970 on: Feb 10th, 2007, 11:46am »

on Feb 10th, 2007, 03:20am, Rach wrote:
I wish I was alittle prettier

Rach, you ARE pretty, no wait, beautiful. I know it's hard to believe, I'm like that too, but everyone is beautiful in their own way, from inside out.
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« Reply #971 on: Feb 10th, 2007, 11:54am »

see...Ellie says this too...
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« Reply #972 on: Feb 10th, 2007, 3:14pm »

Thanks Bre, Ellie and DenisA for your kind comments. Sometimes I hate looking in the mirror. I see these girls at school and I get envious, you know? Lads say 'she is fit' 'look at her' It would be nice if it was at me for once, it gets me down.

I know, I know, beauty is from within but I can't stop feeling this way sometimes.

Grrrrrrrrrr

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« Reply #973 on: Feb 10th, 2007, 3:23pm »

on Feb 10th, 2007, 3:14pm, Rach wrote:
Thanks Bre, Ellie and DenisA for your kind comments. Sometimes I hate looking in the mirror. I see these girls at school and I get envious, you know? Lads say 'she is fit' 'look at her' It would be nice if it was at me for once, it gets me down.

I know, I know, beauty is from within but I can't stop feeling this way sometimes.

Grrrrrrrrrr

Rach x

Those guys in your school are idiots, they never see the true beauty of anyone, they're shallow. If they can't see your beauty then they have a LOT to learn. I know how it feels and it took me a LONG time to accept myself the way I am, you will too one day and you'll meet someone who loves you for you and not for what size you are or whether you have a spot or not (I'm not saying you do, but as an example), believe in yourself and it will shine out to others. X
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« Reply #974 on: Feb 10th, 2007, 4:49pm »

Thanks, DenisA

And Rach, maybe the guys who think you're hot are just not saying anything, because they're afraid if you think they like you, you'll reject them. And I think guys also feel the need to impress their friends by liking the stereotypical-type of pretty. (ie big boobs, skinny, blonde...) They might think you're gorgeous, but want to seem cool infront of everyone else. They'll get over it, I'm sure.
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