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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #165 on: Jan 29th, 2007, 08:01am »

@ bre and mrs.jacknasty: thank you. it's really unbelievable in some kind of way, just cause you dont expect it. But i'm still in a shock i guess
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #166 on: Jan 29th, 2007, 5:15pm »

I know the feeling. When I saw the scars on her wrist, it was like I was in a dream. I just felt my arm reach out and yank her sleeve up and I saw that they were covering her entire arm, and in one part, she had cut "Dyke" into her arm. I turned away really fast so she couldn't see me crying. Later, she wanted to talk about it, but I just couldn't. I wanted to keep denying it, because she's 2 years older than me, and as kids, she was always my role model, and I just wasn't ready to take the motherly-type position.

I can't even imagine what it would be like if it was my little brother! That must be really hard. I'm soo sorry.
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #167 on: Jan 31st, 2007, 6:17pm »

JackyG, I'm so sorry to hear that about your brother. Hope he gets the help he needs soon and that you do, too. Anyone would be shocked, you poor thing.

My phone got stolen yesterday when I was in college. It wasn't insured, stupidly, so I've got to buy a new one myself. They've stopped making my phone so I can't even replace it with the same model, and I lost all my pictures, numbers, videos, everything. I've bought another phone in a different model, but it's not the same. It seems daft that I'm upset over a phone but yeah... lol. Yesterday was a bad enough day as it was without that.
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #168 on: Jan 31st, 2007, 6:29pm »

^^ Awwww, it doesn't seem daft! I would DIE if that happened to me!! You lost all your contacts! I have some contacts on my phone that I wouldn't be able to get back!! I would loose contact with some people for a really long time.
And it sounds just stressfull, and that's enough.
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #169 on: Jan 31st, 2007, 7:30pm »

JackyG: Just saw your message above. I'm sorry to hear about your brother. I hope he can get the help he needs. It's so hard to know what to do.
I think I have written about a close friend who committed suicide and I'm not sure what we could have done but he had been stopped once. I could tell you lots but the two most important words I know are: love, support.
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #170 on: Jan 31st, 2007, 9:49pm »

JackyG I am so sorry about that. I wish I knew the right words to say, even though I'm sure theres nothing that anyone can say that will make you feel right again. I have been through that too with friends and myself. What I will tell you is that I love you and I hope your brother is going to be ok. I hope he never feels like that again. It's a horrible feeling.
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #171 on: Jan 31st, 2007, 11:30pm »

I wanna thank you guys so much for your sweet words and support. Reading the words of all of you really made me cry.
So thank you.

My brother is going in therapy which I'm really happy about, things are getting better hopefully.

Again, thank you all, it was good for me to read your words.
I love you guys
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #172 on: Feb 6th, 2007, 7:47pm »

I'm not ready to talk about it yet. but i just wrote this:
Saw spots in my eyes
and I couldn’t breathe
like I was Drowning,
Drowning
and the water kept Spinning and Spinning
and I saw myself
I saw myself and I was small and I was
Scared
and You sat there and you
looked at Me
With your Face full of Hate

I'll explain later.
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #173 on: Feb 7th, 2007, 03:27am »

I miss my dad and my two little brothers sooo bad. And also my mo and paw (grandma and grandpa.) I haven't seen that side of my family in ages and it's really killing me. My oldest little brother just turned 5 and I've never even met him in person. I haven't talked to my dad in over a year. I just want my family to be normal... I want to be able to cuddle my beautiful little brothers, but I can't. I want my dad to want me but I can't make him. I want mo and paw to live here. I just... I dunno. Argh.
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #174 on: Feb 7th, 2007, 3:33pm »

My dad hit me. It pissed me off so much, cuz he just cant DO that. It felt like my face was burning cuz it stung. So then I tried to leave the house. He's gotten violent a few times before, and I remember being a little kid, and deciding I was going to run away from home, and thinking there was nowhere to go. Well, now I know that there IS. So I tried to leave, but he wouldn't let me. He blocked all the doors and yelled at me. Now I'm grounded for behaving "irrationally".

So that's what that other post was about. Yea...
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #175 on: Feb 8th, 2007, 12:10pm »

@JackyG
sorry but i cant find the right english words to tell what i really want to say to you! But be sure my feelings and my thoughts are with you!

@mrs.jacknasty
so the same to you!
how is your feeling today? i mean you made it trough!?
when i was young my father hit me whenever he wanted to and without any reason.
so i know how it feels to going almost insane.
but now i´m much older and i studied psychology.
in some kind of way i realized that i always was the strongest person and i always will be! You know what i mean?
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #176 on: Feb 8th, 2007, 8:03pm »

^^ Thanks. Hm. Interesting...

Yeah, I DID make it through. And in a REALLY funny way, as well...not funny like humorous, funny like strange. There's this guy, David. He's a friend of my friend. She introduced us online about 3 weeks ago. He's like my SAVIOR. I've only talked to him on the phone twice, and never met him in person. But we have SO much in common, and already he is a really close friend of mine. He gave me SO much support, let me tell my whole story, talked about it a little, and told me about stuff kind of like that that had happened to me. I loved how he wasn't afraid to say things that may have sounded bad, he just said what he was thinking. It made me feel a whole lot better. That, and crying for a good 2 hours.

I'm still feeling really stressed out, but not about that, about....life, I guess. It feels like EVERYTHING is going wrong!
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #177 on: Feb 9th, 2007, 09:04am »

I feel so stupid.

In high school I already wanted to study history really bad, but I had an ***hole for a history teacher (everybody hated him and his subject because he just enjoyed giving low grades to show he was smarter than us) - he told me I wasn't fit to study history. That I wasn't intelligent enough. But I was stubborn, and I did it anyway.

With the subjects Ancient History, Medieval History and English Literature (in historical context) I am at the top of my class, but as soon as I have to learn about modern history (1500 AD +) I just fall flat on my face. I just failed my Early Modern History class for the second time! And I studied so hard.

I just feel really stupid. It's never good enough. I'll never be good enough. I'm starting to think maybe my highschool teacher was right.
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #178 on: Feb 10th, 2007, 02:50am »

^Aww, Nell, you shouldn't think that way. Everyone fails classes from time to time... And he wasn't right... everyone should study history (says the total History nerd) . But in all seriousness, you shouldn't give up and listen to the negative things people say... I know it can be hard not to listen, but getting good grades is almost about confidence and determination than anything else. Normally when I'm feeling like a class is too much, I start telling myself I can do anything. And it usually helps, even though it sounds cliche.
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #179 on: Feb 10th, 2007, 05:19am »

if your teacher was right you wouldn't be so GOOD at Ancient History, Medieval History and English Literature don't you think? You can try making connections or just don't think you can't do it and that you are stupid...because:
1. That's not TRUE
2. It's harder to succed something when you have pessimistic thoughts or think you can't do it.

For example I can't learn anything at Geography...I mean... I learn the lessons but if you ask me the next day something from there I just can't remember a thing
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