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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #300 on: Jun 13th, 2007, 05:55am »

You can't keep a cowboy away from his horse for such a long time (did I really manage to get that to sound just as pervert as it did? o.O'' .. you know what I meant though, a cowboy and his horse has very close bounds. They have too, they have to be able to trust eachothers abilities at all points in every situation that might occur.). I am sure he will be back in no time, and I also hope his familys health crisis will get better fast.
Cheer up cowboy, this is something you can handle with ease and grace. Just like any other mission you're sent on
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #301 on: Jun 15th, 2007, 3:27pm »

I'm not depressed about it, but I hate the fact that after this weekend I have to do some night shifts again. Cause I hate nightshifts.

1. They're boring
2. Time goes by sooooo slowly
3. They're boring
4. I have to sleep during the day, what's not possible, with my so nicely neighbours who keep making all those freaking noises that make me wake up all the time
5. Did I mention they are soooo boring
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #302 on: Jun 15th, 2007, 7:33pm »

^ aww, I'm sry u have to work that late. Ik how it feels to work at a time when the place is like totally empty. Sumtimes I gotta work in the afternoon, & I'm basically watching the clock the entire time till my shift is over.

But at least u're getting paid, right?
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #303 on: Jun 15th, 2007, 7:52pm »

i'm feeling kinda depressed because i wanna like so many ppl.. just want to be friends.. but i don't know if they're worth it, if they like me the same way, if they're really there when i need them and not just when they need me.
When i do things for them even when they don't asked it but just because i offer it, will they ever do the same to me.. if you know what i mean. Sometimes i really think i'm to nice and wonder if they'll remember me when they've things to share... I can even get jaleous when other ppl get more attention from ppl who i like to call friends, isn't that stupid!
And i have no idea how to figure out if i'm wasting time with some..
sometimes i wanna go for it 200%.. and other times i think f*ck it/them , but i'll regret it when i say something stupid or start ignoring.. it's always black/white with me.. everything or nothing
gah it makes me tired

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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #304 on: Jun 18th, 2007, 4:10pm »

ALL my best friends are either settled, married, living together or in a serious relationship; and I'm still single...And I normally don't mind (I like being single ), but, for some reason, It feels like I'm 'losing' my friends (who are all straight btw)...They are all so many years ahead of me...some of them are even planning to have kids...and I even don't have a boyf (in love though - but with someone I can't have ).
They always say to me that they really don't mind that I'm not in a relationship...but sometimes it can be so inappropiate...like when we go out for dinner, or go on holiday...it's always an uneven number...I feel like a fifth wheel ...
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #305 on: Jun 18th, 2007, 8:48pm »

on Jun 18th, 2007, 4:10pm, Jimmy wrote:
They always say to me that they really don't mind that I'm not in a relationship...but sometimes it can be so inappropiate...like when we go out for dinner, or go on holiday...it's always an uneven number...I feel like a fifth wheel ...

This is my story exactly. I wish I had a bf but sometimes...not really. You do kinda lose your straight friends, tho, cuz they go off and do straight couple things and if you get invited along, you feel out of place anyway.
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #306 on: Jun 19th, 2007, 10:13am »

on Jun 18th, 2007, 8:48pm, ihjtalk wrote:
This is my story exactly. I wish I had a bf but sometimes...not really. You do kinda lose your straight friends, tho, cuz they go off and do straight couple things and if you get invited along, you feel out of place anyway.


Looks like we're in the same boat yeah! As I like being single, I am not really on the look-out for a boyf, but then again; I wouldn't mind if I'd meet someone... . My friends always want me to be there when they meet up, so that's kinda cool to hear....I don't feel left out I think, when they talk about married life and kids I'm usually the one making the harsh/funny comments, and they love it ...but it's gonna be difficult, maybe even more once I have a boyf . There are quite a few differences between a straight and a gay relationship - I wonder if they would still feel comfortable once I am in a relationship with another man . (They never really met my ex-boyf as I wasn't really sure whether or not that relationship would work )...Eventhough they are totally fine with me being gay (even set me up on a blind date once ), I wonder if they really would accept it once they are being confronted with it ... I should just leave this country and find happiness somewhere else (as I told them and myself hundreds of times... )...
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« Reply #307 on: Jun 19th, 2007, 5:36pm »

I got the worst haircut and color ever!!! and I look like a monster. Really!! I look ugly ugly ugly. And all this cost so much that I donīt even what to mention it. I feel sad for the money and for this horrible look! You should see me. I really donīt know what can I do. I canīt afford anything anymore...All I can do is wait and keep a hat or something..I really canīt belive this. This happends always. I should know by know what I want...but I donīt!!!! and tell them not to cut too much...why do hairdressers have this desire to cut and cut and cut untill you basically have no hair in your head?...I still have hair but I look stupid. PLLAAAAH PLLAAAH just had to complain cause I feel and look very stupid....
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #308 on: Jun 20th, 2007, 02:03am »

@Jimmy Last things first, you can't leave your country for that reason cuz things are pretty much the same everywhere, anyway no difference here.
As far a bfs go, I pretty much didn't intro the last one around, tho he did meet some friends. Good thing cuz it really didn't work out.
You will find a lot of straight couples, if they are really your friends, are relieved if you have a bf cuz then they can do the "couples" thing with you and think u won't feel out of place (not necessarily true). Can't live in a Queer as Folk kinda world, can we?
Best bet, I think, find a good boy and settle down.
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #309 on: Jun 20th, 2007, 03:25am »

I'd been feeling pretty lonely and unwanted lately. Father's day passed and I thought about how I'm pretty sure my dad's through being my dad... and I thought about my beautiful little brother that I'll never see again and he prolly won't either. My friend dumped me so she could hook up with her friend-with-benefits, and even though that was a really stupid thing I felt like dying. And to top it off, I've been out of high school for over a year now and I still can't come to terms with the fact that I'm not a kid... I mean, I usually still think of myself as a little girl.

And now I apparently can't stop babbling like a nit...
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #310 on: Jun 20th, 2007, 06:58am »

on Jun 20th, 2007, 02:03am, ihjtalk wrote:
@Jimmy Last things first, you can't leave your country for that reason cuz things are pretty much the same everywhere, anyway no difference here.
As far a bfs go, I pretty much didn't intro the last one around, tho he did meet some friends. Good thing cuz it really didn't work out.
You will find a lot of straight couples, if they are really your friends, are relieved if you have a bf cuz then they can do the "couples" thing with you and think u won't feel out of place (not necessarily true). Can't live in a Queer as Folk kinda world, can we?
Best bet, I think, find a good boy and settle down.


*sigh*Yeah, love and happiness; sometimes it seems as if these two things simply don't match !
I'll talk everything over with my friends (preferably after a few glasses of wine ), they'll probably say to me I'm worrying too much about it
Thanks for your kind words, really appreciated !
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #311 on: Jun 20th, 2007, 8:33pm »

@Jimmy I think true love is happiness and I'm sure you'll find it. I think we do tend to worry about it cuz there seems to be so few of us (until ya go to the Pride Parade and ya wonder where they all came from )
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #312 on: Jun 21st, 2007, 6:29pm »

on Jun 20th, 2007, 03:25am, BreDigsTheJakeness wrote:
I'd been feeling pretty lonely and unwanted lately. Father's day passed and I thought about how I'm pretty sure my dad's through being my dad... and I thought about my beautiful little brother that I'll never see again and he prolly won't either. My friend dumped me so she could hook up with her friend-with-benefits, and even though that was a really stupid thing I felt like dying. And to top it off, I've been out of high school for over a year now and I still can't come to terms with the fact that I'm not a kid... I mean, I usually still think of myself as a little girl.

And now I apparently can't stop babbling like a nit...


I just graduated, Bre and I know the what you mean. It's only been like 2 weeks, but I think what I feared is about to happen... That I'm going into some sorta lifecrisis now when everything in my life is unsertain. I don't have a job and I wanna start studying next year but got no plans for what or where. And that is a whole freakin' year. Am I just gonna walk around here at home like a ghost? I'm gonna miss my past life (school and friends) to death. That is what I've known since I was 6 years old, 13 f*cking years... And now... this is the first big change in my life, graduation and not having a clue where to go. Feels like I've been shoved out of the secure school life out into a big desert with huge questions flying around.
And tonight, Ive had this anxiety inside me... I'm sensitive to begin with, way to sensitive than what is healthy. And this just ain't good for me, having all this freetime to just... think. I think to much, and, get depressed.
I honestly have no idea what I'm talking about.
I just feel so, I don't know... out of it.
I feel alone in a big world of nothing where I no longer have the people I had around most of the time. School life was a rock in life, something sertain surounded by guidelines and wonderful people. But now it's all gone. All I see is that desert.
Oh well, we'll see where this takes me. Life is pretty interesting, after all...

Sorry for rambling, hehe.
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #313 on: Jun 22nd, 2007, 11:53pm »

on Jun 20th, 2007, 8:33pm, ihjtalk wrote:
@Jimmy I think true love is happiness and I'm sure you'll find it. I think we do tend to worry about it cuz there seems to be so few of us (until ya go to the Pride Parade and ya wonder where they all came from )


Hey...I know this is a lil OT...but speaking of the Pride Parade, did anyone go to the huge one in NYC??
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #314 on: Jun 23rd, 2007, 12:38am »

on Jun 22nd, 2007, 11:53pm, Sarah! wrote:
Hey...I know this is a lil OT...but speaking of the Pride Parade, did anyone go to the huge one in NYC??

yeah, a little OT but the one here is this Sunday, I'll be at the Cubs-Sox game, tho
@Jimmy do u have Pride Parade there? at AMS, maybe?
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