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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #465 on: Nov 27th, 2007, 9:37pm »

Yes. I'm just so...tired.
I honestly like...God, I'm so SICK of my parents!! They wouldn't stop SCREAMING today. It was like 9:30ish, maybe a little before, I was trying to get stuff done, and they're screaming at me, they're screaming at each other, they're taking my stuff, my mother is pushing me out of the kitchen while I'm trying to make myself lunch for tomorrow, so I run up to my room and shut the door (they wouldn't let me get a lock) my dad barges in and starts yelling, so I just pulled my sweatshirt on over my pajamas, shoved on some flats, and left. And then I walked a block, sat in the wooden bus shelter near my house for half an hour, and then walked back. And my mother continued to harrass me.
And I've felt so...down on myself lately...I mean, I haven't accomplished any of the things I've imagined myself doing...I have no talents or skills...even basic social skills allude me! And then to have my parents...shit...I was sitting in a wooden bus shelter in the cold, next to a busy street, bawling. It was the most pathetic I think I've ever felt.
And all I wanna do is move in with a friend, and sleep for 24 hours. But of course, I still have a History paper to write, and I'll be waking up at 6:45 AM tomorrow to get ready and walk to school....and it's an E day, and I HATE E days!! It means I have Phys Ed first period, and I've only got 2 friends in the whole class of like, I dunno, almost 50 kids?? And then I've got a bunch of people who I'd get REALLY embarassed in front of, and mean girls who like sneer and shit, and I ALWAYS screw up, cuz...it's FIRST PERIOD GYM!!!

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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #466 on: Nov 28th, 2007, 02:22am »

on Nov 27th, 2007, 2:32pm, Dasha wrote:
My questions how when and why should it get better were meant ironic or smth.. Because people use to say: "Don't worry it will get better" .. you know?

So you feel exactly the same? How old are you?

I am much better now.. maybe because I was veery hungry when I was writing that reply.. but as I said it lasts 1 year already so yeah I still think the same as I said..

And thank you so much for feeling me <3 I am glad for this.. and for your reaction

thanks for your words Iīm glad you are better.
well...I donīt know if I feel exactly the same as you but I feel depressed. "Mad world" is the soundtrack of my life!!! Iīm weird, weak and very sensitive which in my case makes my life very unpleasant. I donīt have many friends. I donīt make friends easily. I guess people donīt like me. Iīm always back to zero in my life even if I try and try to work things out...Iīm living in my fairytale world most of the time (one of them is Jakey world )....I donīt know...we have a lot incommon. Itīs hard to write your feelings down and try to express them so that the other person would know how you feel without knowing anything about you or your life. Still I hope you undestand me. Iīm guessing you are younger than me...Iīm 23. Dasha...life still has some good things that makes all the shit worthwhile I guess...even if you donīt see them all the time
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #467 on: Nov 28th, 2007, 06:59am »

First of all thanks girls for your replies a lot!

BertieKnox: But I feel I am alone.. nobody cares about me.. For example my friend called me after 3 weeks just to tell me amazing experience from her matriculation. She is sorounded by people who love her and she doesn't know how do I feel.. some years ago I couldn't understand people feeling like me and now I feel the same way.. I missed her a lot because we are friends since our 6 years and we have alived a lot together but I think she has changed a lot in last time and has become kinda selfish and stuck-up..

And other friends are similiar.. I just want to laugh and talk with my friends but how when they don't have time and so on?

StartledKitten Yeah many people to try it on my current school.. but I am there for year now and there are alreasy mad efriends and I would feel like sticking into their ass.. That's a slovak expression dunno if you get it
I just want to change the school... It's too hard for me to try it on my current school.. plus I don't like a lot the people in my class.. I don't think I would be a good friend with them.. but lately I have started to talk with one girl in our class so.. it's a bit better now But I still want to change the school becuase also some boys from other class abuse me and talk about me in the bad way (can't remember the word oh it's gossiping xD well..) because one of them was going with me at primary school and bla bla long story..

In ym current situation would new friends make me happy which would totaly understand me and we would like each other.. I have two really good net friends.. I have met one already but the other one not.. But they both live in Czech Republic and that really sucks



Sarah! omg sarah

Well how old are you? Go to college on the other side of USA (if you actually live there? xD) and you will have no conflicts with your parents anymore! Do you have some friends? Which could cheer you up?

kiara I think I understand you totally. I am 16.. and what about the few friends you have? Are they good? do they spend a lot of time with you? I have uhm 4 friends but it sucks.. one doesn't care about me anymore as I said already.. and so on.. blah..

MY LIFE JUST SUCKS! I GOTTA DO SOMETHIN!

yeah for example to get to the mad-doctor

well I just hope it will get better some time..

oh god I want to go on holiday to the sea in the summe rholiday like I did last summer with some friend but who with?

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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #468 on: Nov 28th, 2007, 10:31am »

on Nov 28th, 2007, 06:59am, Dasha wrote:
First of all thanks girls for your replies a lot!

BertieKnox: But I feel I am alone.. nobody cares about me.. For example my friend called me after 3 weeks just to tell me amazing experience from her matriculation. She is sorounded by people who love her and she doesn't know how do I feel.. some years ago I couldn't understand people feeling like me and now I feel the same way.. I missed her a lot because we are friends since our 6 years and we have alived a lot together but I think she has changed a lot in last time and has become kinda selfish and stuck-up..

And other friends are similiar.. I just want to laugh and talk with my friends but how when they don't have time and so on?


You're welcome, hun, we're here to help each other, aren't we?
I know that you feel alone, I do, too, but I just wanted to say that you never should feel like EVERYTHING is awful. Your friend is really superficial that she doesn't care about your feelings and tells you her experiences without thinking. Maybe you can talk with her about her behaviour? Some people don't notice that they hurt others because they aren't that sensitive. I know that people can change during a lifetime, I had experienced that myself.... I had a friend for 11 years, too, and she always said that she was my best friend and acted like that in many ways. But we developed in such different ways and our friendship broke apart.
Don't you have another friend or maybe a classmate with whom you can talk?
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #469 on: Nov 28th, 2007, 3:27pm »

on Nov 28th, 2007, 10:31am, BertieKnox wrote:
You're welcome, hun, we're here to help each other, aren't we?
I know that you feel alone, I do, too, but I just wanted to say that you never should feel like EVERYTHING is awful. Your friend is really superficial that she doesn't care about your feelings and tells you her experiences without thinking. Maybe you can talk with her about her behaviour? Some people don't notice that they hurt others because they aren't that sensitive. I know that people can change during a lifetime, I had experienced that myself.... I had a friend for 11 years, too, and she always said that she was my best friend and acted like that in many ways. But we developed in such different ways and our friendship broke apart.
Don't you have another friend or maybe a classmate with whom you can talk?


BertieKnox: That's exactly what's happening with me and my friend.. and I think with another one too.. We are getting anotherlike and don't have a lot common and topics which we could talk about or smth I was trying to tell her about my feelings but she doesn't get it I guess... I was writing it her on icq (smth like msn) and she was still sending smiles like this one -> you know.. the ones which laugh .. while I wa swriting her serious stuff and tears were falling down my face.. so I am not trying to argue or talk about this with her anymore.. it's pointless...

And then I have 2 other friends.. well one of them is sister of the one I am talking most about.. and I trust her totally! She is the only one I feel she is a friend of mine And the last one is a boy He is funny and stuff.. but we don't meet each other often but we are good friends and we really understand each other and have many opinions uhm the same (sorry for this expression I can't remember the right one -_-) But I am not with the two of them very often but I should start to spend with them more time..

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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #470 on: Nov 28th, 2007, 5:43pm »

on Nov 28th, 2007, 06:59am, Dasha wrote:
Sarah! omg sarah

Well how old are you? Go to college on the other side of USA (if you actually live there? xD) and you will have no conflicts with your parents anymore! Do you have some friends? Which could cheer you up?




Haha...I WISH...but I'm only 14...

I DO have a few friends...unfortunately, it was too late to call any of them last night...but I talked to some of them today, I'm feeling a bit better...
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #471 on: Dec 6th, 2007, 11:41pm »

today our dog had to be put down.

we took her to the vet last week up for her yearly check up and she was fine, and then this week she got really sick and we found out that she had a heart attack and had a tumor near her heart.

ive had her since i was 7
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #472 on: Dec 7th, 2007, 1:47pm »

Katie, I am so sorry. That must have been awful for you.
But you did the right thing...and she went as painlessly as possible.
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #473 on: Dec 27th, 2007, 9:53pm »

OK, the damn light bulb just went on. I put new stories from a friend together with some old stories and OMG, they are related and not in a good way. I didn't fkn believe it, and I am worried my friend will have to learn this one the hard way. I can't really explain it and I can't help and it is rather frustrating. It's also kinda depressing if I am seeing this correctly.
You'll just have to wonder what the hell this one is about cuz it is way too long and way too complicated and I just need to bite my tongue a while and that kinda hurts.
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #474 on: Dec 28th, 2007, 3:27pm »



Biting your tongue can be bad or good - today after biting my tongue for a few years/letting sleeping dogs lie etc. I've had to show my hand so to speak - things have been said between myself and my long time boyfriend that never should have been said - I think it's unrepairable and we are going to split up, I'm sure. The future seems uncertain and dark - it's not going to be a good start to 2008 - so at the moment I'm sitting at the computer with one of my cats and a glass of brandy - even the thought of Jake is not cheering me up
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #475 on: Dec 28th, 2007, 5:15pm »

^Think of a glass of brandy and dinner with Jake and some light hearted conversation and some mischief by Jake and all should be well.
Things were said between me and my longtime bf that should never have been said - a while ago now - and they were not repairable. We may both be better off, not sure tho.
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #476 on: Jan 3rd, 2008, 05:33am »


Rich -
It's cleared the air a bit - this frank exchange of thoughts between me and the boyfriend - I was thinking though we may be better off without each other - we'll have to wait and see.
(If my cats could talk they would probably have their own view and if they entered 'Mastermind' (uk show) they'd probably get a 'one hunerd percent' score on the specialised subject of - Jake Gyllenhaal: his life and his works x)
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #477 on: Jan 3rd, 2008, 07:18am »

my parents stole my phone and read my messages...

there were some very um.. ''graphic" messages (i wont go into detail)

this is so so so bad.
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #478 on: Jan 3rd, 2008, 07:36am »

^^ Thats an invasion of privacy. Why did they take your phone in the first place??
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Re: Feeling depressed?
« Reply #479 on: Jan 3rd, 2008, 4:09pm »

i dont know rach... im so angry and so embarassed coz my friends were just writing all these stupid messages to me about some boys i know.

im so soso angry
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